Tuesday, May 15, 2012

I QUIT

This might very be the most expensive decision I ever made, and also the BEST one. I fucking quit. Yesterday. Right before I was supposed to report to work, I had a panic attack (I suffer from them sometimes). And texted my new boss, and quit. 

So yeah. This is either the best or worst decision I have yet to/or made. But I feel good, in that I restored at least a shred of my integrity, not the least the faith I have in myself, that I am more capable of washing dishes (nothing wrong with that) with a college degree (useless). 

So, FUCK IT, really. I don't need that noise anymore. If I am going to accomplish my goals, it won't be working for these people. But, that being said, now it's on me to do it. It's scary, liberating, stressful and AWESOME. 

But I will make it work,

7 comments:

drew said...

I know it was a tough decision but I feel it was the best decision for you. Good luck..

Curt said...

Apply for a job at Sodetrack. You even get beneffits.

Stephen Chapman said...

Hope it works out for you - could be a great decision!

KJ Heath said...

I did the exact same thing a few years ago. It is scary, but you WILL be better for it. You can't be productive if you are weighed down with all that negative energy. It's tough when you are thinking about how to pay the rent, but I'm guessing you will look back in a couple years and realize you gave yourself an awesome opportunity to find something better and focus on what you really want to do, so go for it and make it happen. Good luck to you!

JUSTIN said...

I feel great, really. Scared, yes, but the liberation outweighs the anxiety.

Mike said...

All I can say is you have guts - more than I ever would.

Good luck!

Mike said...

All I can say is you have guts - more than I ever would.

Good luck!