I am an idiot. There's a great boy in my life but for some reason he's just not "lightin' the fire" as it were. For all rational reasons he's perfect but for all the non-rational ones, there's just no spark. I've tried to take things slow and let them develop organically but at the end of the day I'm not waiting by the phone like I feel I should be. And people say this warm weather should clear ones's head. Blagh.