...or rather lay this blog down. I have yet to make a decision, but after blogging all these years, I feel like this is a beginning to grow more than a little stale, hence me infrequent posting as of late. My life just isn't that interesting, although it is slightly, increasingly satisfying - but I doubt that makes for a compelling read.
The other day it occurred to me that it would be more interesting if I crash and burned, and went on some wild meth-fueled/coke binge/bath house orgy; but I had I a quiet weekend concerning myself with getting back to work, sleeping and not spending almost any money. And camping out at the boyfriend's place.
I feel less and less of a need to reflect upon my life within this space, because of 3 reasons:
#1: There seems to be some compulsion to share crazy shit going on in my life, but there isn't any with which to even embellish upon.
#2: Embellish or not, some people seem to re-interpret even the simplest of my posts, and quite frankly I have zero interest in correcting anyone.
#3: When I am being totally, nakedly honest, I get second guessed, mostly indirectly. Or worse, mis-interpreted. Perhaps that is a deficient in my writing skills...
All that being said, and OVER-ALL...I just kinda want to be left alone. The people near to me I trust are all I care for now, and I have a lot of work to do, which does not involve winning popularity contests, or catering to the whims of causal friends, nor catering to the shifting winds.
PPS - Wish I was that cool.