I could check and see what number post this is...something in the 550+'s...but I won't. The effort seems futile, and the random responses recently received seem also not worth the effort to respond to.
Some people don't like my prodigious use of the word FUCK. And that's fair. I understand how crass it might seem, but from my point of view, I.E. how my friends and I communicate freely amongst one another in conversation, well, that's just how it goes.
And my aim is to write how I speak. Always was and still is.
What bothers me, at this moment, is my seemingly inability to explain myself, specifically...my current situation in life. I won't even try at this point. All I have to say: I'M SICK AND FUCKING TIRED of feeling like I have to explain myself.
The original intention of creating this forum was to connect with people like myself. Which, for a period of over 2 years worked great; sadly it's outlived it's usefulness, and I refuse to bore people with random thoughts that seem at odd with the greater population of readers (of whom I really appreciate).
I...just don't know how to use this space anymore without feeling creatively constricted. So for now, and likely for the forever future, this is it.
Thank you for reading.